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game over.

2009-11-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

I've made bad decisions.

I should have known better how a person he is.
But I decided to give it a shot, not knowing why I did that.
And I now regret, truly regret. Regret over everything I gave.

This relationship, I failed. Failed badly, if there's something worse than F9, I guess I can use that as a rating in this relationship.
For once, I actually waited and hoped for a miracle that he can perform. But I realised it was all a dream that will never come to past. So I have decided to give up and get over it. The tears I have shed, all wasted. The hopes I had, all dashed. All that I have given, came to void. I lost. I concede defeat. All that I gotten out of this relationship = not treasured, not cherished, not trusted, accusation after accusation, unsincere apologies, empty promises. Given the most, failed most badly.

2009-08-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

I really thank God for supportive colleagues at work.
And really thank God for a helpful partner I have.

Till now, everything is alright, hanging around well with them all :D
Pastor told us the goodness and power of PRAISE, and yes.
In all things, I can praise the Lord. PM was really good and I'm glad I went.

Anyways, got part of the photos of Shar's birthday from Emily, nice shots.
I wanted to go facebook get the rest from Shar, but, facebook loading is 'WOAH'. So gave up and decided that I shall 'kope' tomorrow from work desk.

what lies ahead?

2009-08-10T11:04:00.000+08:00

granny's place later. And a bad morning to start with. PM was really good though.

well. i reckon he hasn't read my blog. or if he did, then im really disappointed with those messages in the morning. This time round, i got so disappointed, i really don't know how to react anymore. My heart not filled with love anymore, its filled with disappointments after disappointments. Have I ever really betrayed you? you should know which sense im talking abt. Please ask urself this question. If you really think I have something on with C or something on with someone else, please do not talk to me anymore. You dont need a slut as a GF.

You tell me how many times have I felt a slut, a prostitute, a cheap person in front of you. You ask urself. Do I go around hugging other guys? Do I go around flirting with other guys? Do I go around holding other guy's hands? Do I go around kissing other guys? Do I sleep around? But everytime you make me sound as if I did all these. Do you actually know how I have been feeling? YOU NEVER CARED! ALL YOU EVER CARED IS WHETHER I HAVE ENOUGH TIME WITH YOU. WHETHER IM GOING OUT WITH OTHER GUYS. WHETHER I PUT MY FRIENDS IN FRONT OF YOU. I NEVER FELT SO LOUSY BEFORE. or maybe I was wrong again, maybe you would answer me with 'I don't know, only you know' again. I SAID NEVER, you don't believe. When I tell you yes, im going out with other guys, im making out with other guys, you don't believe. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? lock myself at home?

sometimes, enough is enough. if you are not going change, don't look for me anymore. I'm not the one for you then.

2009-08-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

sorry, i dont deserve ur wait. if not i get accused of robbing away ur sleep hours, ur rest hours. I have told u not to wait, so please do not put the blame on me this time.

you were the one who said i can go out with C. YOU WERE THE ONE. if by doing so, i betrayed u. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. you made me quarrel with u in front of my colleagues, in front of my parents. so, dont expect me to pretend that nothing happened. you said u regret to quarrel with me, but you have already said all that u shouldnt and it tells me that's what u really feel. so it doesn't make any difference whether u regret or not now.

i praised u in front of my colleagues, my friends. and yesterday, i had to take back all my words. ALL OF IT. after so long, i am still not accepted by you. If you still can't trust me, maybe you can considering hiring a PI to follow me wherever I go. Or make me quit my job and finance me with at least 1k every month. I'll be good and stay home and be tai tai and do online shoppings.

what you said yesterday almost brought me to tears, but its okay. not the first time. to think that you catogorise me under those shameless, money faced sluts. I've got nothing to say anymore.

because my friend had a car, and you could only afford a cab. LOL!

happy birthday, Singapore

2009-08-09T22:02:00.001+08:00

44th Birthday.

Deep down from within, i know God will take good care of lil Janelle.
Didn't watch the fireworks, was dining at ThaiExpress with mummy and brother, cos brother took like more than half an hour to leave house, if not we could have watched fireworks. oh well, not that I've not seen.

next time, do not say sorry to someone when you think you are not at fault. if not, that 'sorry' is a lie, if not, its just saying for the sake of saying. And now I know how sincere those 'sorry's are. To think I thought ... oh well. Thinking back, I find myself being less and less emotional. Maybe I have already built up too many walls, but I have no intention of breaking them down. The best I could do is to maybe stop at where I am.

2009-08-09T16:09:00.001+08:00

It's funny why I feel like blogging now.

Mummy said, "go find urself another guy, let him go find himself another girl, don't need to waste each other's time" Mummy know me too well that I can't be controlled. The more you want to control, the more I will rebel, consciously, unconsciously.

Somethings you promised, you never kept, but it became that because of me, you did it again. You said C was a sensitive issue between us, you said I knew it. To me, he is not, reading of my messages was a sensitive issue, you knew it too, but to you, it is not as well.

I kept 2 message for the longest time, because I thought it was really sweet and sincere. Today, I've decided to delete it. Because I knew it's not valid anymore. "I'm sorry for probing through your messages and probing too much.. .. .. I will not make u report to me everything and give you more space. .. ..cos I really love you."
".... .. all I ever wanted was to see you happy.. ... " I really don't know if all you ever wanted was to see me happy. When I say you ask too much, you tell me "don't i have the right to know?" Everytime you say this, I would read the 1st message and feel so heartbroken. You want to know why I never go too deep with you? Because I knew I cannot promise you anything, or give you any hope at all, because there is no room for last minute changes, or maybe any changes at all. Because I'm afraid of getting myself hurt again. Why am I so defensive of myself, why have I stopped giving in this relationship? I knew I would get hurt agian.

You told me you would never ask for breakup, but how many times have you made me decide to stay on or breakup? Its no difference when you throw the ball at me and make me decide. You knew I hate it when anyone force me. But you have to do it again and again, by waiting downstairs when I don't feel like seeing you, by deciding you will come pick me up when I don't wish to, by ringing my house phone when I ignore your calls. After so long, you still have not figured out that I need time to calm down before things can work out. But you can't wait. Just because you are going back to camp, I have to be deprived of the time to calm down. One week not meeting, is it really that big thing? If this one week of peace could mean a better communication the next week, is it not a better choice?

2009-06-29T15:53:00.003+08:00

have finally decided to come back to blogging(:

anyways, gonna end my job in IMH this coming friday. Good money, but its just too sian, and I can't take it anymore. Shall be more hardworking to send resumes.

anyways, promised Anson that I shall be back in action in Children's Church, I shall learn to be more disciplined. And quite excited since 1st visitation will be with someone I dun know. Quite excited, but im sure i will be good!

2009-03-08T23:35:00.018+08:00

ever since my papers are all over, I've been slacking and slacking away- going out, watching movies, feasts, wild wild wet, gym, bird park, zoo, shoppings, etc

next stop- HONG KONG (:

super looking forward to it.

DisneyLand, Ocean Park, Victoria Peak, Avenue of Stars, Shoppings, etc. Just thoughts of it makes me happy!

pictures updates (:

2009-03-01T23:34:00.016+08:00

i miss hippo, and i'm sure hippo misses my sweetest, cutest, smartest tweety(:

this is what we did when we got tooo stressed up and bored over the revision! Heh!

This is mummy and the new painting in the hall wall(: niceeee

This is before Hippo boards the plane

Valentines Day Flowers! =D

Day Out

2009-03-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

i miss hippo ):
but no worries, he's coming back tomorrow!

outing today with the children to marina barrage. was cool until it poured. still, the day was well spent(: and nice nice dinner with Clement and WaiFong! Thank you for the treat!

Hippo Went Back Home

2009-02-26T14:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday marks the end of EXAMINATIONS!

Hippo is back in his hometown already.
Mummy was nice to lend him our sofa for a night sleep, haha. okayys. den morning was waking up early, and sending him off to airport. Checked-in, had our breakfast and tata, byebye. headed back and slept till 12 plus. heh!

i can imagine him eating and eating non stop during these 4 days trip home. hmm, will I see a BIG and FAT and HUGE Hippo after 4 days?? hmmm, we shall see huh.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

2009-02-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUIS!

anyways, its so unbelievable, I WENT TO THE GYM TO EXERCISE!! okay, it really does feels good after a round of exercise. I tell myself, i shall do it more often after all papers end. YES.

okayys, back to topic, friday marks the start of my exams.

peektures of v'day'09 (:

2009-02-17T12:08:00.004+08:00

This is our candle light dinner(:
Maincourse

Let's start!

Not forgetting the dessert!
we're satisfied

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

well, celebration wasn't on the actual day, on the 15th instead. Heh.

so 14th was just me receiving a bouquet of sunflower, and me giving the valentine's day gift, accompained with a sumptous dinner at Thai Express(:

then 15th was work work work till 6 then we met. Hippo came to pick me up from the animal place then we headed to east coast park. And there I received another bouquet of flowers, its ROSES this time. Had a delicious meal, specially prepared by the Hippo. "honey pan fried cuckoo, green green grass, .. love supreme, pick me up as dessert and red red wine as drinks" some codes he came up with. We had candle light dinner, literally candle light dinner.

Everything on that day was great except the meet up with those frogs. it was eeeewwwww.
okay, i did enjoy myself. and hope u really like the shirt (:

2009-02-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

irritated. really.

i dun know what's wrong with u.
like i feel im super restricted in every thing. I can't find a space on my own anymore. I need to do my projects on my own sometimes. I need to have days on my own sometimes, like other than meeting friends and u. I can go home on my own, really. Every week i really dun know how to plan my time. like no matter how i plan, i cannot fit nicely into ur schedules. And i hate it when u give me that kind of expression.

u said to give me more space. other than not probing on my phone messages, every thing else u have to ask.

im sorry, im really irritated. i need to rant.

days of BLACK and WHITE

2009-02-08T00:47:00.005+08:00

school is coming to an end very soon.

really glad the class is bonding together now, but sad at the same time, cos its all coming to an end.

Had our grand presentation on our entrepreneurship proj today(: finally done! sooooo after the presentation, we had a whole lot of fun taking peektures with the grp.

1/2 price day =D

2009-02-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

neways, i'm really upset, cause I missed both Gelare and IceCube today. I totally forgotten about it.

anyways, i ate MOS today, finally (:
and also, I finally developed photos.
I'm finding more to develop.

and, the photo taking today is a total failure. i think guys are really bad with photo taking, or are they just not taking it seriously leh?

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2009-02-01T16:20:00.007+08:00

Mummy blessed us with a pair of Chingay's tickets on Friday.. so after visiting ShuLing at hospital, we headed there to Marina for the fun!

of course, a good good meal for lunch @ Jack's place yesterday. Visited the darling girl again, was glad she's getting better day by day. Hopefully she'll be able to walk on her own soon(: then it was service and dinner, before heading home!

some person beside me kept wearing the same shirt, like he got no other shirts like that hor???

Good Food

2009-01-30T02:31:00.003+08:00

these are pictures taken some time ago. .. look cool right? its just Food Republic!

THE class

2009-01-22T16:18:00.004+08:00

this is the favourite class/ but without Cindy, Rachel, Parvin, Xiu Juan.

this is with the best bud in class

entreprenuer prj grp mates (the true friends)

w the 'Ongs'

the clique with their fav sales person 'ah mei'

the girls wanted to tease the guys in the photo, but i captured their naughty acts!

proper ones (:

2009-01-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAIFENG! (:

after date out, went to meet my dear girl to pass her the pressie I've prepared for her. Then accompany her to pack her dinner. I MISS YOU DEAR! date out soon, after our busy periods this week.

today.. was just in school, whole day. I miss my TV alot.

enjoy enjoy (:

2009-01-09T02:26:00.003+08:00

Its getting more interesting everytime we go school recently(: *(inside joke)

hahas.

anyways, just very glad I've recovered fully from dengue. gonna start work coming sunday again. wells, I went shopping again. Cos Charles & Keith sandals failed me, so gotten myself another pair, elsewhere though! sweeettt!(: and I got myself a small lil strawberry sling bag!!! it was really cute =D

had my fav mudpiee just now (:
& proj deadlines are all getting near, so dead.

2009-01-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

so many times i wanted to update, but either too lazy to continue or blogger had to fail me while uploading my post.

anyway, missed a whole week of school. Thanks to my one week MC! DENGUE, DENGUE, DENGUE... all i can say is ITCHY ITCHY ITCHY

Thank God I recovered, and had my share of rest(: but I missed out like ALOT. no NS, no BP, no WWW.. like so sad. Caught up Stella on Inventory and had a most fruitful time working on it. Cos we are so assured of good grades now(:

anyways, placed order for that bag and bought a GUESS bag today as well. I received a GOLA bag from Yanping too! hmmm.. but I can never get enough of BAGS. I mean they are just so beautiful. I can don't buy shoes, don't buy clothes. but BAGS, no way. haa. Even my mum complain about the number of bags I have. I have like a whole shelf of them and I don't bring them out often.

We're Going To The Zoo Zoo Zoo

2008-12-15T19:19:00.012+08:00

its their time! (:

now for the humans(:

not horse ride, not elephant ride, its tortoise ride!

us with hippo(:

hippo with hippo and me with hippo! haa!

the smelly penguins, very fishy..

we were trying to conquer the 'not so high' high elements =D

Our cute lil jaguar, HEE!

we are twins, not difficult to tell, ya?

getting intimate with inuka (:

acting cute for polar pose, hahaa!

though the weather wasn't that fantastic towards the second half of the tour, but overall it was fun(:

Feel Christmas @ Vivo City

2008-12-14T22:47:00.008+08:00

peeekturesss from national geographic

nice right? haa!

the studios me and the ah pek him!

and these are from vivo(:

nice shot from me right?=D

The beautiful background(:

Headed to Vivo City after shopping for materials at town(: Cos I so wanted to take peektureees! all the Christmas decos are so irresistable & the weather was bad to do any outdoor activities. the nice thing about today is that I bought a new jacket from mango & they are having a huge sale! great bargain (: and and and, I'm gonna get a new bag for christmas(:(:(:

2008-12-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

actually there are places i feeeeeel like gg.

zoo, though i work there, but i haven't walk around it for the longest time. then birdpark, cos i really didn't want to waste the complimentory tickets. then it would be wild wild wet or escapee. then also the underwaterworld! and maybe a trip to the flyers. and and and, i wouldn't mind going to botanic gardens for picnic!!! (eyes open big big). and and and an overseastrip!(:

2008-12-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

pictures that I insisted on taking at T3.

like really adorable lah!

Accompained Caiyan to airport after service. Brought her to Popeyes and had our dinner there(: their first time eating there. I'm sure she had a great meal before flying off.

today started off with me deciding to skip work and accompained sweet and JunQin for interview at B&J's then headed to AMK before settling for kBox; 2 to 7pm! ha. our first kBox-ing together (: decided to spend tomorrow at East Coast Park in the morning, and daddy decided to bless me with a new phone! yippeeeee. I hope SamSung won't fail me anymore.

movieeees down

-Beverly Hills Chihuahua

-Bolt

-Madagascar 2

thanks sweet (:

2008-11-27T15:54:00.002+08:00

it was really really sweet when someone remembers all your likes and dislikes. my sweet was really sweet (:

so far, no complains.

First Day Of School

2008-11-24T12:16:00.001+08:00

Stella and I on the first day of school(:
see how excited we were to be back in school then.

2008-11-23T22:49:00.003+08:00

the zoo people. used to be, i should correct myself.

2008-11-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

http://www.a-cappella.org.sg/groups/national/tone/Tone-Zhi_Shao_Hai_You_Ni.mp3
http://www.a-cappella.org.sg/groups/national/tone/Tone-Teresa_Teng_Medley.mp3

niceeeeeeeeee..

2008-11-12T22:39:00.003+08:00

in-line skating, ice skating, in-line skating, ice skating. .
i've picked up this new hobby (:

it's fun. though im not good at them at all :D
at least i'm balancing& i'm moving.
improving, give me time ya.

it was really challenging skating in the drizzle. u don't know when it'll really pour. seems like challenging the tough.

2008-11-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

have fun(:

2008-11-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

some sweet appeared at my door with 'ai xin bian dang'. The effort to wake up early and cook and send it all the way to my house is really commendable, with this in mind that you slept only at like 1am plus. THANKS!

2008-11-09T23:33:00.005+08:00

http://picasaweb.google.com/wang.yiwen47/LastDayAtExpeditors#

Sze King, grab the photos here! (:
and, help me send to the rest as well k.

Thanks thanks! let pictures talk ya,

2 days ago was day out with my lovelys to Causeway Point, Qutam of Solace(: its niceeee& i likeee!
and, its Pastor Kenneth's birthday 2 days later, I didn't managed to drop a video for him and didn't get to wish him today as well though.

anyways, i did my tutorial for Human Resource! (: im a good good girl, & please congratulate me for returning to ritw from this week on, and I hope I can stay for good. and and, sweet was really sweet to have cheered me up when I was really angry with some particular one huh.

sha la la, its so nice to be happy (:

2008-11-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

I've been looking forward to this since weeks ago when Yanping mentioned it during CGM (: Missed ytd's though, but I made the extra effort to wake up earlier so as to reach by 645am, and I made it! (:(: was doubly happy when I met sweet!

yesterday was a long day, and today wasn't as bad, but I kept falling asleep during last lecture still, & had to disturb Clement to keep myself awake. haa. picctttuureeess! and i miss them, especially Sze King lahh.

OM TEAM! (:

OCEAN EXPOR TEAM! (:

OCEAN IMPORT TEAM! (:

The Cute Trainer! (:last but not least, Chit (:

2008-10-31T16:03:00.004+08:00

LAST DAY(:

The OM team

received from Sze King. Last day was enjoyable. No stress. Just handover and snapping my camera away (: of course I did help out like I always do.

e v e n t s

2008-10-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

Sat: Escape trip was cancelled.. so went for Service as usual only.
Sun: Went over to warehouse sale but nothing caught my eye so, left empty handed. Then it was shopping spree with Chit. I bought my CROCS Santa Cruz! (: and earpiece! He bought ALOT of things, ALOT.
Mon: school starts (:
Tue: prayer mtg in the morning then nothing planned. (:
Wed: prayer mtg in the morning then nothing planned.
Thurs: prayer mtg in the morning and shopping time after school (:
Fri: prayer mtg in the morning and then shopping time and then CGM (:

okayys. bored. date me out. I miss Merlin and Twinny =x

Sea Shore Sea Shell

2008-10-30T11:23:00.001+08:00

My sweet ask me to practise this.

She go to sea shore to find sea shells
Sea Shore Sea Shell Sea Shore Sea Shell
Sea Shell Sea Shell She pick at Sea Shore
And she sell Sea Shell by the Sea Shore

My God, Forever

2008-10-30T10:00:00.003+08:00

God Of My Youth I Remember
Your Call On My Life Took Me O'er
Your Love Has Seen Me Through All My Days
I Stand Here By Your Grace

On This Altar I've Given My Life
Tells Of A Story I Have With You My Lord
I Want The World To Know

God Of Mine Forever And Forever I'm With You
My Life Is Saved With A Price Your Sacrifice Redeemed My Soul
God Of Mine Forever And Forever I'll Sing
My Greatest Honour Will Always Be To Serve My Lord And King

2008-10-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

I'm preparing some lil gifts for CG for Christmas. But still racking my brains on what to do for Angel, since I've given her before..

after work was SPOT LIGHT at Plaza Sing. with Chit to get some stuff and then home sweet home.

Kinda look forward to start of school! and yupp. I hope things to work out well (: Counting down 2 days to end of attachment and allowance pay! plus Zoo pay coming soon as well (:

2008-10-26T23:23:00.009+08:00

Firstly, I wanna show off my most precious in the house! (:

TWEETY IN THE HOUSE (:(:(:

as peggy requested.
HERE COMES THE PICS WE TOOK @ ULU ULU, NIGHT SAFARI (:

PEGGIE, TERRANCE & MYSELF

2008-10-24T16:28:00.002+08:00

i did a planner for my finances the next few months (: I do hope I'll stick to it closely. Anyone going out with me, please stop me when I start spending ya! at least for this few months lahh.

went over to Night Safari after work yesterday. David's treat! Pls dun envy what we ate. Chilli Crab, Sambal Stingray, Sweet and Sour Prawns, Sotong marinated with Sea Salt, Satay, Vege. . Some dessert which is super tasteful but I dun remember the name and drinks! ate to our fill. Met Agnes halfway through dinner. Had a long chat with David and he promised to help do 'MAGIC' for me. . I hope the 'MAGIC' will come through (:

*JB TOMORROW!

2008-10-23T09:53:00.002+08:00

Everything in Expeditors is coming to an end.

I think I'll kinda miss the people here.
The uber cute and nice Trainer - Jenny
The pretty admin - Florence
The super nice and funny mentor - Sze King
The pretty and fun Badriah
First week's lunch partner - Vivian
My four Noisy neighbours
The joker - Melvin

and I'll miss having someone to bring bearkfast for me everyday, the prank calls the same person would give me frequently. And short chit chat sessions over the phone in office, the emails we send to each other, the bumpy bus rides, the cab rides to office when we're late and of course having to crack our brains to think what to have for lunch, the morning calls I have to give to wake the sleephead HIPPO aka BIG DINO aka HOUSEFLY aka CHITTAGONG aka CHIT.

2008-10-22T10:24:00.002+08:00

I Have Decided To Follow Jesus,
I Have Decided To Follow Jesus,
I Have Decided To Follow Jesus,
No Turning Back,
No Turning Back.

2008-10-21T10:56:00.002+08:00

night out with my lover, twinny and Meilin, together with Love's Boss. I was really feeling lousy yesterday, till i met all these darlings. Thanks twinny for all those concern (: i'll seriously think about it.

Angel was very sweet to give me a call as well (:
feel so blessed to have my sweeties around.

2008-10-18T20:59:00.003+08:00

tues was dinner with Clem and Jian Wei after work, since it was Clem's birthday..
chomp chomp was nice, ice cube was nice too! and the company was even better.

I really thank God for all the wonderful people he has placed in my life.
my family, these bunch of friends.. . and my new best buddy, CHIT aka HIPPO.
Thanks! (:

East Coast earlier. And I'm dead beat.

and while typing on this post, some 'close' ones came and every word that came out of her mouth hurts. deep down i actually had the thought that if i can chase her out of my house. i know its wrong, but.. im really just so angry. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! if you think you and your family is doing so well then be it, don't have to be so sarcastic. If whatever you are gonna say is so negative then keep it to yourself. no shame at all?

2008-10-18T11:09:00.002+08:00

after yesterday's enlightenment,
I realised i've got quite a passive mindset.

not totally an ostrich, but halfway there, i think
doesn't mean that i don't dig out the problem,
the problem doesn't exist.

but it really takes some courage to work on it.
I NEED HELPPPPPP! ):

power to the people!

2008-10-15T23:34:00.003+08:00

a day of torture without my handphone.
sotong-ed me :(

but proud of myself, cos I still managed to meet Cheryl and Jess up for dinner (:
long chit chat chit chat.
and then home sweet home.
Short but sweet (:

then somehow, the mood was spoilt cause I remembered something that I have been running away from, and eventually forgotten.. now it was somehow dug out from some corner of my tiny brain. yah, okay, the truth hurts. And perhaps after 25th would be good, cause I know it will turn out sour and I really don't want to spoil my happy 25th mood.

so, Happy Yvonne for now (:
and yes yes yes twinny (: i'd love to meet you and my dear lover on monday
i'd move my lazy butt to town. haa

2008-10-14T11:49:00.002+08:00

alrights, this is Clement.

Nicest shot..

then u have the trying so hard to be cool shot
and finally the gek sai shot
Clem, don't kill me (:

2008-10-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

before I forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to my bestest friend, bestest buddy and bestest gossiper
the best person I ever knew in NYP
CLEMENT SIM (:

ChompChomp and Ice *3 tonight (:

2008-10-14T10:15:00.002+08:00

BORED-ed is the word to describe how I'm feeling now. Like totally.

okay, after few weeks of battle in the office, this weeks seems like a holiday week for me.
Last week especially was so busy and busy, almost every minute I have things to do. And there are moments I wished I had more time. BUTBUTBUT, yesterday and today, I'm like rotting almost the whole day =x

though its just 2 days. its feels like forever to me ):

the past 2 days was quite horrid with dreams, or I'd rather call them nightmares.
Weird things. But it seems so real till I sometimes would ponder for a moment to confirm that its just a dream. Haa. Sounds so silly.

I super look forward to 25th! (: mummy said YES! I can go over to JB for Jennifer's Wedding this 25th (:(:
and I do hope to see my most missed sister, DAISY, my "ah yi" Fanny and my "mummy" Wendy.
IM SO EXICTED. SOMETHING TO SPUR ME ON.. soo happy.
And also weekend service, Pastor promised a GOODIE GOODIE word. sooo look forward to hearing what he has planned for us.

Last Christmas

2008-10-13T11:50:00.002+08:00

Last Christmas

Last Christmas, I Gave You My Heart
But The Very Next Day, You Gave It Away
This Year, To Save Me From Tears,
I'd Gave It To Someone Special

Once Bitten, Twice Shy
I Kept My Distance, But You Still Catch My Eye
Tell Me Baby, Do You Recognise Me
Oh Well, It's Been A Year
It Doesn't Surprise Me

Merry Christmas, I Wrapped It Up And Sent It
With A Note Saying " I Love You, I Meant It"
Now I Know, What A Fool I've Been
But If You Kiss Me Now, I Know You Fool Me Again

2008-10-10T11:49:00.001+08:00

Yes, Jesus Loves Me
Yes, Jesus Loves Me
Yes, Jesus Loves Me
For The Bible Tells Me So

2008-10-08T11:29:00.005+08:00

These are what caught my eye.
and my heart is beating for them!

i'm gonna get one pair soon.
Just that I have no idea which colour and design to get. I wish I can get all of dem!

Prima. $44.95

Chocolate

Black
Cotton Candy Pink
Gold

Women Santa Cruz. $74.95

Chocolate
Blue

2008-10-04T11:54:00.001+08:00

God is Good All The Time
All The Time God is Good

im having KFC craze. Moutain Dew Craze.

2008-10-03T12:34:00.001+08:00

Don't Worry, Be Happy (:

2008-10-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

IM SO TIRED!

alrights, was really glad I met up with the cliques.
I miss them so so so much.
VONVON, MERLIN, JESS and Meilin.

yup(:
met Peiling. so qiao.

and ya. work today.
crowd was just horrid.

i counted, all in all,
I've got 3 50% off coupons(15 pax)
and one complimentary NS coupon.
and and 3 complimentary birdie park coupon.
so yea. birdie one for PEGGIE & TERRENCE
and the rest waiting if CG wans to come
along.. ZOO or NS.

2008-09-30T12:30:00.002+08:00

date out later. 3/4 of Gong Gong Pte Ltd is meeting out for dinner later!
im so looking forward to it.

its been long since I last met my LOVE.
yup, its my MERLION! (:
so exciting.

i know u all can tell, im really bored right now.
instead of doing work, im blogging.
and and im going to work tomorrow :(
so so so sad.
I wished i can stay home and rest.
BUT...

sometimes, reality left me with no other option.

2008-09-30T12:27:00.001+08:00

The More We Get Together, Together Together
The More We Get Together, The Happier We'll Be

Cos Your Friends Are My Friends
And My Friends Are Your Friends

The More We Get Together, The Happier We'll Be

if you're bored and sad, sing this. haaa.

2008-09-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

B and C.
i'm getting the jealous feeling once again,
which really isn't a good sign.

dreams can come true, they really can.
and all that I have to do.

And I do hope, everything will be alright.
not just in the aspect of that area,
but in all of them. . No one know how
much fear I have inside of me everyday,
only my Father in heaven knows.

Thanks.

2008-09-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

i realised my mood is horrid.

one moment i laugh, the next, i start sighing.
and the number of sighs are increasing by the minute.

guess when i thought.. the BUT came into the picture. .

and im sick sick sick sick sick

2008-09-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

2008-09-20T23:24:00.008+08:00

abit of lagg. but yah. here's how we celebrated mooncake/lantern festival! (:
did our own '7 year old' standard lantern and light it up after cgm. and we played
splarklers as well.. we had a GREAT time that night.

Here's what Chit gained after he spent that 10 bucks.. PRETTY GIRLS LEH! after some picture edit, look nice eh? after using my camera for so long, its the first time I used these features (:

2008-09-08T21:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :)

Okayy. as usual, my bro doesn't remember this day again.

deep down, im quite upset.

But nevermind, Daddy smiled.

as when I thought my day is gonna be the same routine that i'll be spending my day stoning away, Sze King gave me a call and asked me over to her desk for some training! for once, i had things to do for more than 4 hours. Its a great great improvement fyi. Usually I'll be spending at least 5 hours stoning and rotting my day away.

im moulding an angel for my dearest angel using the angel clay!

2008-09-07T11:22:00.002+08:00

UPDATES.
love, I'm updating k! :)

2 weeks ago.
Zoo and then stay over at Twinny's place, with Love and Cheryl.
Breakfast with the clique. Home and rushed off for make up CGM and then Service on Sat.
Shopped at Hub with Mummy on Sunday.

last week.
Attachment started.
Met BF for dinner at Tamp and then CGM on Fri.
Sat met Clement for shopping then Service.
favourite Baby Megan's birthday Celebration on Sunday.

This week.
Chit's with me this week for work the whole week!
at least I didnt have to be so lonely travelling.
WED was Kbox with Clem and sis then Airport to send off Rachel, Juleen and Kaydence. Rushed like crazy around the airport form T1 to T3 and back to T1. And Chong was nice to send us back.
Fri was CGM, and I manged to drag Chit to accompany me for dinner before CGM. Hope my darling Angel likes it :)
Then sat was half day at work, nice friend accompained me till 315pm, lunch and arcade and then service and dinner at T3. Went back with cousin and met his CGL and members.
and here I am. No plans for today.

2008-08-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

wanted so much to blog about all the happenings during the week.

mood spoiled already. next time then.

2008-08-20T01:11:00.002+08:00

I really dread the feeling of having to go back to work.
Anyways, attchment starting next monday, and I'm posted to Expeditors Singapore.
This means I may not even go back to Zoo for work as regular, cause it a alt 6 days working week and I do need rest. Come to think of it, I'm in Zoo for 2 years plus already. And seriously, I just get more and more SIAN of working there. Other than being able to get ENTRANCE TICKETS for my friends, like machiam no purpose. PLUS, LOVER, TWINNY is not working there anymore. haii.

Alrights, examination started. I didn't attend today's paper. MC gotten. Shall mug harder for the altnerative paper then. Physical Distribution paper was alright (:

Yesterday went over to CWP to meet the ZOO FRIENDS for a gathering cum birthday celebration for Anna, since we haven't met in ages and so many of us are not working in Zoo anymore. LOVER, Ah Bee, Cherilyn, Anna, Jia Min, CHEW LINGLING, Premy, Jesslyn. Went Swensens for makan cum celebration. So many of us, bill only amounted to less then $150. after which, headed to ARCADE! played and completed my most FAV 'time crisis 2' with one credit! Premy and Bee was so shocked. Anyways, we continued playing DAYTONA, some GUN game and finally a super lame machine. 4 grown persons throwing balls at a big screen, picture that! haa. Was really enjoyable lah(:

I miss my LOVER.

2008-08-17T16:38:00.003+08:00

Great Is Your Love, Abba Father
You're Salvation From Above
Jesus You're More Than I Deserve
Your Love Rescued Me

Humble You Came Into This World
Lay Down Your Life And Choose To Serve
Just As I Am Without One Plea
Your Love Rescued Me

You're My Saviour, My Great Redeemer
And By Your Blood, Now I Can Be Free
You're My Saviour, My Lovely Father
For All Eternity, Worship Your Majesty

I just love this tune. .
It just reminded me that I don't have to carry the burden anymore :)

Yesterday
met bf and watched Love Guru at hub.
not very fantastic lahh, just a lame show.
after which is Church...

Headed to City Hall and met my lovelies, my new love(my Merlion), my Twinny and Sabrina for dinner, at this cafe called Changing Appetize. Quite a nice ambience though food is not fantastic, BUT DESSERT IS NICEEEEEEE... mudpie mudpie! Chilled around the area after dinner.

LET ME SHARE WITH YOU GUYS, YVONNE LIM WILL BE SUPER HILARIOUS WHEN SHE GETS TIPSY.

TODAY
LET ME COMPLAIN FOR ONCE.
D got the cheek to say 'those who have schedule please come, those who dun have, please dun anyhow come. Dun feel like coming then come, dun feel like coming jiu dun come'. PLEASE LORH, this sentence dont apply to me can. I've given my schedule and it doesnt appear on the roster, machiam i will know rite. never even get the facts rite and start shooting ur mouth. Good thing is that I can go home and rest and revise for my papers. WHATEVER. after I got my silver award cert, maybe i should start to seriously think if i should continue my part time there. with some V, D and S around..................

2008-08-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

EXSA course wasn't as bad as I thought lahh. At least I didn't literally fall asleep. Heh. I even had a chance to taste nice bak kut teh, IT WAS REALLY NICE! anyways, it was nice having to be able to be nominated lah.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. paired up with Zhihao at playland selling Steamed Corn and Candy Floss, Ice Cream and Drinks. Well, it was HOT, TIRING, but fun, there was this 2 hours both of us really busy until there wasn't anymore proper service already. can't help it when there's people calling you like everywhere. front, sides, back. And some visitor was still so 'nice' to ask me to ask someone to clean up some pool of water she spilled when she could see that I didn't even have time to finish up what i was doing. HAHA. in the end, that pool of 'water' she created was still there when we close shop. OPPPS!

then it SUNDAY! my rest day. service and it was lunch at Ikea! ;)
then back to expo with angel, roamed around those hall with sales going on and off to collect my SPECS! hoohoo! I love it sooo soo much. BLACK FRAME!

2008-08-07T23:47:00.006+08:00

alrights. shall be a good girl today. shall go sleep soon.

skipped purchasing's tut today and accompained Shuling until her class starts at 11am.

had lunch at Fish n Co. together with the class! =D

whatever happened, im still glad we enjoyed this meal together.

taken some pictures together.

tomorrow will be a SUPER LONG day. that's why i trying to sleep earlier today!

going for course for the Silver Award for EXSA. Hopefully I won't fall asleep in between, cos its 9am-6pm! and I have cell group after that. We are going to watch the opening of Olympics together! =D and which means I get to see my cutie baby Megan again!!

2008-08-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

HOOHOOHOO!
zoo people watch this...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=xbJfTZXXqv4

our dearest Heads of Departments doing up a performance during the dinner and dance this year. Agnes is there toooooooo! hahhahs

2008-08-05T22:19:00.005+08:00

Sun & co. at Jungle breakfast, zoo

HEEE! I was so so so glad I didn't clear my hotmail. This is so long ago. Found this. I remember that day I was still daydreaming when they came. I caught a glimpse of Dayan, then I though this baby is cute, yet familiar, then I saw Pastor Kong I was like "!!!!!!!!!!" then I turned and saw Sun and the rest I was "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" hahaaa! Of course, I seized the chance to serve this table from my colleagues :) since they are seated quite away from convenience, no one would fight with me to serve this table. Pastor was so so so nice to offer to let me take a photo with Sun and Dayan. And Sun was also so so so nice to make sure all my details are taken down so they could send me this picture! =D now I know why I find Pastor Kenneth so familiar, cos he was the one that took down my email add and phone no. and he was the one who send me this pic lahhhh! uber happy!

and and and this! my beloved group mate during our attachment to event management team!:)

mummy and daughter! :) the next day after I shaved my hair. i'm so nice to pay my 'mummy' a visit, that's why she loves me so much! :)

i just realised, i don't have any photos taken with my 'Ah Yi', fanny ohh.

AND AND AND! the good news is... I've made a new pair of specs. I can finally save my left ear from the PAIN I've been experiencing for so many months! its uber light and its BLACK frame! whoohoo! =D but then, it will only be ready on Sat. And I'm working that day. HAIIII! so collection only on Sunday I guess =x

2008-08-05T12:59:00.007+08:00

Presenting to you my super hungry friend, Rachel!

FYI, she ate a plate of Chicken Rice, afterwhich she ate another cheese hotdog and again, she finished this pack of kettle chips!!!!!

(rach, dun kill me pls, Ha!)

Anyways, for Parvin's sake, decided to spend some time loading all these up. My baptism day:)

the super crowded waiting area

start of baptism ceremony

our turn soon!

and here's the video

isnt she so adorable???

our dearest girl and her pretty mummyhmm.. what's going on there?

2008-08-04T09:34:00.002+08:00

woah. i'm so proud of all my part time staff!
just track back to last week, I was only able to be at the bus stop waiting for bus at 9pm plus plus. And this week, without some irresponsible person, we managed to finish up all the things before 8pm. I even punch out at 730 lahh. Had dinner with my usuals before heading back home. my twinny was jealous over Merlin and I, we are too loving! cos Cheryl and her dont look like couple at all, totally no chemistry lahh. and we kept teasing her over it.

Anyways, V was extremely nice to me yesterday. just to let u guys know, he's super sarcastic to me ALWAYS, ever since he know im super close to my mummy Tok and when I've started doing admin. so shit. so I was like 'why are u so nice to me?' kind of feeling the whole day.

*
Went over to indoor stadium on Friday for Festival of Praise(FOP), I was a lil late but but but, it was really good overall lahh. Rev Mark Connell was really a funny guy and he's huge! I can imagine myself looking like a dwarf beside him.
then it was high tea session with E47 then cgm at Tamp. Sumi's girl is really really cute! :) And I just can't keep my eyes off her.

2008-07-31T18:15:00.009+08:00

this is me ard 2 yrs ago

with Jennifer(ah hua) a year ago

Giordano Team with Jerry a year ago

with my dear friend, Rachel

i posted the above for entertainment purposes. check out my hair!

looked through my folders and found all these.

GongGong Pte Ltd at Sentosa

this is the mummy i have in Zoo

how we became 'mummy' and 'daughter' i forget liao.

haha!

Water Baptism Day!

Cutest Baby!

2008-07-29T20:59:00.002+08:00

weekend's fun!

wanted to upload those pictures we took at Sentosa as well. But then my computer chose to fail me.

2008-07-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

uhhhmmm. for some fun, joy &LAUGHTER,
decided to post this up. Grabbed from Parvin's blog.

Thursday, July 17, 2008
cute Y...
Amusing thing happened in school...We were all piling into the lecture theatre for 3G's lecture after brunch. R followed by me then J and C. C did a mischeivious thing because he knew Y was behind him, he held the door close for a few seconds after entering.Y was struggling to open the door but failed miserably so she thought it was locked automatically. She went to the other door tried prying it open but to no avail. Then she went back to door 1 tapped her card before entering again...tadaa! The door was unlocked she thought.C then ask Y why she took a long time to enter and she said as a matter of fact way that door was locked and she had to tap it to open it. We had a good laugh hahahahaha!!!

ok. The Y that Parvin was refering to was ME. this is so embarassing.

Water Baptism.. Bird Park!

2008-07-21T22:31:00.004+08:00

Presenting to you my NEW LOVE!=D

Name is Tweety!

"Everyday I live, I know you are my God. I lift my face and look to you my Lord. Even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall, I will stand with you. My Jesus, take my all."

SAY HI TO MY WATER BAPTISM CERT! :):):):) SMILES SMILES!
i'll get more pictures from Angel when she's back! =D
Anyways, the day was spent with a big WIDE SMILE!
And and, I went to Jurong BirdPark! Hoho! Brought the girls over for interview at Retail side, and caught up with my dear dear Jennifer, ah hua! On the way, walked walked inside the park FREEE! thanks to our dear ah hua ;)

2008-07-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

I SAY IM EXCITED TO BE WATER BAPTISED THIS COMING SATURDAY!=D
this is like finally.

oki before i move on. let me introduce to everyone 'TODAY'S RECOMMENDATION'

Yvonne Ong and...
Yvonne Lim, my twinny!

haa. we found this thing in Cheers while waiting for Cheryl to end work and tata! hahah. so fun. anyways, it was funny seeing the two girls playing scissor paper stone over dinner. And twinny got herself in trouble and ate spoonful of sambal chilli. Her expression is classic! haa. I think almost can blow out fire liao.

Come to think of it, my admin work is coming to an end. Cos Sorna is gonna be taking over Fanny's work next monday, and I just need to hand over my stuff to her and tata! I'm free! Hmm, though I've been whining about the endless tasks that I'm handling, I know this opportunity didn't come coincidentally, I've learnt alot through this short period. At least I feel super comfortable talking to Agnes now. And I feel she has already seen the most sotong part of me and I've got nothing else to hide. So I guess i can say that these few weeks is not wasted! :)

2008-07-15T12:04:00.002+08:00

One Life, I Lay At Your Altar
One Love, I Have With You
Touch Me Again
Fill Me As You Hold
My Outstretched Hands

One Word, You Know I'll Follow
One Heart, Broken To You
Use Me Again
Your Mercies Follow Me
For All My Days

SHOPPING TIME!

2008-07-13T00:05:00.004+08:00

Anyways, being stressed out so much recently,
the crave to buy things is just irresistable!

bought myself another denim skirt!:)
im so happy lahh. cos its just $20 bucks!
and its the shade that i wannn!

and bought bf another pair of jeans as well too =D

I HAVE SO MANY SHOPPING CRAVES!!!!!!!

Eternal Love- Sun

2008-07-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

Havent been to work for quite a while..
Lost the stamina and really wish for a break from work.
Cos I'm really feeling very dry, and nothing actually motivates me.

If I have allowance, I wouldn't have stayed maybe,
or maybe its the more 'freedom' from working in this
environment.

anyways, im addicted to listening to Sun's Single-Eternal Love.
IT JUST SO NICE.
I miss Sun alot alot.

Finally, I've found you,
you're like the flower, that never withers.
my heart feels like its being tugged like a child
you're the love, that never changes.

The Last Dinner

2008-07-09T01:47:00.002+08:00

haahaa. sounds like Jesus's last meal rite?
NAHHHH, its nothing sad. Just a meal with my 2 friends, Lionel and Richie, before they enter NS.
Too bad boss can't make it. Its been so long since we catch up with boss. Anyways, had dinner at Chomp Chomp just now with the 2 guys with Sylvia and my bf. Slacked around at Coffee bean afterwards for some chit chat sessions. Shared about our views at work, and some other stuff. Enjoyed myself much! :) today=SATISFIED!

SHOPPINGS! :D

2008-07-09T01:39:00.002+08:00

I went for some sinful SHOPPINGS!!!

hmmm, bought my long desired pair of 'alice' from CROCS, still, I want that pair of 'prima'(pink? purple? Gold?), maybe next pay. Also, have gotten myself a pair of jeans, some lingeries & DVDS! =x

BUT! im so satisfied! :D
And and and, dun forget to mention that I've got a new joined member in the house! :)
It's name is TWEETY! Photos of Tweety shall be up next post, cos im just too lazy to upload its picture! Any guesses of what it is?????? (heee!)

Dinner with my Zoo Cliques

2008-07-04T15:50:00.003+08:00

Here's some of the pictures that was taken last month. hmmm. . Had dinner at soup restaurant with my Zoo cliques after work. LOVE DEM ALL! :)too bad my gong gong.co's director not here with us. haaaa.

Kiosk Chalet

2008-07-01T13:38:00.003+08:00

Kiosk Chalet started yesterday.
It could all have been better without the uber long meeting in the evening.

Anyways, I could really see the fakeness in one our..........
SO FAKE! If he ever make me no longer able to tolerate anymore, maybe I shall expose all the things he has done. Maybe then, he will learn to treat look things from a different angle and not always only from his own angle.

Anyways, daddy was really nice to send me and bf to chalet and back home yesterday. He even send bf all the way back to woodlands. So nice of daddy lahh. I was really tired and woke up only at 9 plus this morning, which is super unusual. Cos I'm so used to waking up EARLY, like 7 plus 8am. And hope those who stayed overnight will really enjoy themselves lahh.

tracking back, its really funny how Yingwen and I always meet.
In bus stops. And its that kind of one in bus, the other in bus stop waiting for bus.
HAAA! anyways, hope to meet her face to face one day, not in bus stops anymore perhaps?
haa.

I'll Follow You

2008-07-01T12:14:00.002+08:00

This song really melted my heart.

My Jesus, My Lord, You're The Love Of My Life
Where Ever You Go, Wanna Be By Your Side
No Longer I, But Christ Living In Me
Serving You For All Eternity

My Eyes Set On You, In This Race That I Run
No Longer My Ways, Let Your Will Be Done
Make Me A Servant, My Heart's Ever True
Clinging To The Cross, I'll Follow You

I'll Follow You

im tired. .. .

2008-06-26T10:18:00.003+08:00

had some meals with bf over at AMK market there. HEHE! he looked so so so greedy rite?

there's work after school for me for these 2 days.
and its really tiring, with consideration that my school starts at 9am in both days and work ends only at 10am. From the beginning it just seems that I haven't been given any chance to say 'Yes' or 'No' to everything.

Okay, I shouldn't be complaining, thinking that I did learn quite a lot of things, from Peggie, Terrence, Agnes and etc...
anyways, I hope we can complete at least 70 to 80% of what we are left. At least I can still work the rest out myself. Cos after today, its just back to myself only.

tracking back, I did my jog 3 days ago. On Monday, with my bf of course!
All the way to Heartland Mall from my house and halfway back, cos I'm too tired and also, I saw my LOVES on the way. What are they??? KITTIES! so cute lahh. So I stopped and played with them before heading back home. And i took photo with one of them using bf's phone. Haa.

I'm Working Hard!

2008-06-23T09:14:00.006+08:00

in the end no PUMA, its NIKE!

break ended yesterday, and I've not gotten a well deserved break yet.
its all work work work, proj proj proj.. esp last week.
task and more tasks and it piled up like 'Himalayan Mountain'
I haven't settled all of them yet, though school has started.

Let me introduce to all of you, my 2 lil angels that appeared!

Peggie and Terrence!

Thank God I have Peggie and Terrence attached with me for admin work the past few days. I was really glad that both of them are really nice and helpful people. on the second day of my admin work, we did something for Agnes! HAAA! I laughed a lil when we found the photo in the lil mess that was handed to us. It was her in Manager's uniform like ages ago! So we decided to be naughty. And TATA!

enough of work, its back to school today.
and im still trying to get used to it :(

2008-06-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

say I'm a happy girl!:)

alrights, puma shoes, im coming!
hehheh. next week perhaps.

and and! i've no idea what awaits me tomorrow.
stay tune.

I'm irritated. yes, i am

2008-06-04T21:29:00.002+08:00

I'm actually feeling quite angry over people in my church.
alright, I don't know them though.
Though I'm happy that my cousin is going church, but at the same time, I wished he isn't with this group of people. Its frustrating having to worry all the time about what time my cousin is gonna reach home. No management of time at all. They can fellowship till 10plus 11plus after service, with him reaching home at almost 12. The next day, expecting him to go cgm early in the morning. Went for 3 days 2 night camp, its 9plus almost 10 and they have not been released yet. No one has paid more attention to those younger ones, whether they can be home late or not. no one has paid special attention whether these younger ones know how to get home or how to get to the destination in the first place. No one has paid special attention whether these younger ones has the purchasing power or not. Though I dont mind giving him the cash to spend, cos I love my cousin. But I really think its not the way it should work.

Certainly, because of this, I've been having to answer to my parents on all these problems. Its not that I'm not willing to bear. Its just that I'm getting to find it more and more difficult to answer already. Problem is, it is the fact that none those around him give him that attention. none of them thought about those problems, assuming everything is alright. I'm really irritated till a point I want to speak to his cgl or his cg members already.

ok, I'm trying much to cool down as well. I don't wish to make things difficult for him as well.
please, do teach me the right way to handle this.

MOTIVATION

2008-06-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

Okay, finally, after a LONG LONG time, I've got a little motivation to exercise. Yes, nothing was playing a trick on your eyes. EXERCISE! That's cos I heard NAPFA test is drawing near, and its sort of complusory to take part. And since I'm doing it, I don't want to fail it. I'm sure bf will be ELATED to see this and hear this from me. Hahaa! :)

But, that means, I should start getting myself a pair of running shoes first, because I haven't got one since I left secondary school! hehe.. And and and, I hope mummy or daddy will be willing to sponsor me :p HEEEE! okay, motivation to exercise is good(i hope it doesn't dies off soon! HA!), but motivation to study is much more important I guess, and I need constant reminders. So if you happen to know that I've been slacking too much, please please wake me up! Thanks! :)

Good news for myself, I'll not be taking tuition temporarily, unless I find myself one that only requires tutoring once a week. If not, I really think I'm suffocating myself unconsciously. I know I need the cash. but I'm really not getting any joy out of it. hmmm.. Gonna dedicate more time for Bible study.

Matthew 11:28

2008-06-03T12:05:00.002+08:00

Matthew 11:28- Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you the rest.

When you doubt God, run to Him and not away from Him. Because, how else will you discover how much He really loves you?

KENKO fish spa

2008-05-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

OKAY, vivien for ur benefit, i shall post my pics up!

haaas..

FISH SPA DAY..

Kenko Fish Spa at Singapore Flyer's outlet.

2008-05-29T10:48:00.002+08:00

Fish Spa is FUN!
went for it at Singapore Flyer Kenko Outlet.
Worthed the trouble walking all the way there lahh.

shall bring mama and my angel there one day.

2008-05-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

BIG DAY!

18 days of Joy.

2008-05-26T12:15:00.002+08:00

I havent got a chance to know her,

and she's gone. I do feel a sense of lost when I attended her memorial service.
But I'm do feel glad that she's safe with the Lord now. I know she's not someone I'm directly related to, that's why I'm comforted like super quickly. I hope CK and Christine will feel the comort from the Lord. Kaylynn, we'll miss you.

Its gonna be some time for them to adapt and accept this i guess.
18 days of joy. This 18 days would be in their memory for a lifetime.

Happy Mothers Day

2008-05-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

granny house then home sweet home :)

mummy's birthday is like on Monday,
and shall bring her over to Ding Tai Feng den.
HEE :)
and.... about the present.. i've no idea lehh.
shall end work earlier and shop a lil for the pressie.

HAPPY WORKING YVONNE!ha

我的一天

2008-05-09T12:08:00.002+08:00

tuition and work and school is making me very sick of stepping out of the house. Haven gone for any retail therapy recently, and I'm missing it.
it goes to say, im really looking forward to next week's date out with my girls to underwater world on wed, dinner with EMRS clique on thu night and out, sunday zoo trip with Vivien and foot spa therapy with bf on the 27th.

but im glad i could make it to tuition and cell group at the same time today. its a rare occassion, isn't it. im happy.

ok, im heading to school like super soon. it marks the start of the errrrr tiring day for me. after sch is straight to tuition and after tuition is straight to cell group.